mercy wears a white onesie

“The words of Jesus, ‘Love one another as I have loved you,’ must be not only a light for us but a flame that consumes the self in us. Love, in order to survive, must be nourished by sacrifices, especially the sacrifice of self.” ~Blessed Teresa of Calcutta

mercy wears a white onesie

My yoga mat fits
perfectly beneath our crucifix

where I lie down in corpse pose
and am reminded of mercy.

Tonight my corpse-pose-prayers are convoluted –
tsunami waves and whirlpools –

but now my little one thwacks his two pudgy hands
onto my pudgy belly and crawls toward my chest

looking for my eyes,
he searches my neck and chin

until I lift my head
and bring my face close to his;

we are belly to belly,
nose to nose in love.

Tonight my corpse-pose-prayers are convoluted –
tsunami waves and whirlpools;

but now I climb gladly from the mat
for easy prayers and rubs and sleep

for tonight my mercy wears white.

for the catching hold.

She skips
fluttering through
the freshly mown grass

her arms floating
through the purple-
blue night air;

the fireflies sparkle
above and beside her
so she sings to them

in her own voice
soft and high,
the angels’ gloria,

praise
and joy
in an effortless beatific vision.

She catches not one
and not one lands
upon her,

but upon us fall
innocence and beginning
sparkling, floating,

fluttering and manifesting
love for the grasping,
for the catching hold.